“I wish to walk arm in arm, hand in hand without your fears pervading, without my feeling that others are staring. I wish to lose the fog and retain you, your radiance, your strength, your essence.” FearStrengthMeaningCompanionshipObservations Book:Shadows Before the Maiming Source: Shadows Before the Maiming
“i am not thankful as i should be...i want to grind my knife into my heart but i don’t have the heart to do it...please find me (i’m invisible)” FearViolencePoemDespairInvisibleSelf LoathingSelf Hate Author:Scott C. Holstad
“I look at the world like frost in a windowpane, confused, unseeing, and I wait for a solution which will never come. I see the world through eyes glazed over, searching for relief from the ungodly pain. Fuck the stigma. I just want normalcy.” PainPoetryFearDespairEmotionsMental HealthConfusionStigmaNormalcy Book:Cells Source: Cells
“i got the fear deep inside. breathing hard, i stumble up the stairs avoiding inquisitive eye contact. the darker you are, the harder you die and they don't never care. i need to rest.” FearRaceFlightDieRestEye Contact Book:Never-Ending Cigarettes Source: Never-Ending Cigarettes
“I lay in bed absorbing fear, collecting strength, enjoying the slumberous sounds of solitude. To perish without love, I think, is a tragedy worth knowing.” DeathPoetryFearHorrorSolitudeLove QuoteAloneness Book:Shadows Before the Maiming Source: Shadows Before the Maiming
“normalcy? an answer to a crossword puzzle question my body bears the strain of a suicide wannabe the look in my eye turns people away humanity frightens so easily that the words bubble to the top of the lobotomized” PoetryFearHorrorNormalcyHorror PoetryDead Souls Book:The Napalmed Soul Source: The Napalmed Soul
“Happiness, I decided years ago, is unattainable and I don’t wish to seek it through the usual methods. Peace is a reflection of our souls, leaving me a non-entity. I cry because people want to feel and I join them in their fears and private agonies and I wish for death and pray for life and hope to God that God even gives a shit and before I die and receive my judgment I just want to help 1 person FEEL, to know what it is to be alive and to ease their suffering as only a tormented soul can.” GodHappinessDeathSufferingFearPeacePrayerSouls Book:Industrial Madness Source: Industrial Madness