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“And so I am feeling numb. It's a curious feeling, and I get it all the time. My attention to the world around me disappears, and something starts to hum inside my head. Far off, voices try to bump up against me, but I repel them. My ears fill up with water and I focus on the humming in my head.”

Quote by Marya Hornbacher

Book:Madness: A Bipolar Life

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Madness: A Bipolar Life

This book offers an intimate look into the life of someone living with bipolar disorder, detailing the challenges, triumphs, and emotional landscapes associated with the condition. more

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Marya Hornbacher

Marya Hornbacher is an American author known for her memoirs, which offer profound insights into mental health and the struggles of marginal lifestyles. Born on April 4, 1974, her works are based on her own experiences, including severe eating disorders and mental health issues. more

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