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“Por eso, a partir de mi salida de la cárcel y de esa conversación con mi familia, supe en lo más profundo de mí, y casi podría decir que lo sentí físicamente, que un día me iba a morir, que todo es transitorio, efímero, que nada tiene en realidad mucho peso ni sustancia, y que por lo tanto estamos atrapados en un sueño, en una dimensión de irrealidad: creemos que las cosas, las ideas, los afectos y que nosotros mismos somos perdurables, cuando la verdad es que estamos de paso y que nuestra importancia es muy poca, por no decir inexistente.”

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