“I spent most of my life believing l was crazy because all the crazy things I experienced in childhood were treated as nonexistent or normal. This belief colored every decision made, from something so basic as what to wear today, to the more esoteric boundaries of whether I should kill myself. I understood very well that killing myself under the wrong circumstances would establish my insanity forever. So I analyzed every word, every gesture, before committing myself. (Which probably accounts for why I am alive today.)” BeliefCrazySurvivalLiesSuicideInsaneDenialInsanitySurvivorChild AbuseSuicidalBelief QuotesSuicidal ThoughtsSelf DoubtChildhood AbusePsychological AbuseBelief SystemSuicidal Ideation Book:Becoming One: A Story of Triumph Over Dissociative Identity Disorder Source: Becoming One: A Story of Triumph Over Dissociative Identity Disorder
“The reality is, no matter what you were told, whatever happened to you as a child was not legally or morally your fault. Abused children are instilled with guilt regarding their "participation." It's an especially complex issue if the abuser is a family member. The child is told and believes that by his word his family will disintegrate, or harm may descend upon other loved ones. He fears he will lose more by telling than not.” FearSilenceLiesShameBlameGuiltBreakupChild AbuseChild Sexual AbusePedophileVictim BlamingSelf BlameChild Abuser Book:Becoming One: A Story of Triumph Over Dissociative Identity Disorder Source: Becoming One: A Story of Triumph Over Dissociative Identity Disorder