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“After a victim is made to participate in an act of evil, the people in charge put a lot of energy into convincing the child or adult that he or she is evil and a perpetrator rather than a victim.p324” EvilVictimDeceptionEmotional AbuseIndoctrinationRitual AbusePsychological AbuseSurvivors Of AbuseTrickVictim PerpetratorsForced PerpetrationPerepration Book:Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse Source: Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse
“Ritually abusive groups also convince children that something evil has been put inside them. For example, a child is made to believe he or she has a "black heart" - seeing the abuser holding an animal heart and then feeling severe chest pain while it is supposedly inserted. In "brain transplants", the brain of an abuser or of a despised animal such as a rate is supposedly put into a child. Children are told that they are demons or monsters or aliens, or internal copies of an abuser whose "seed" has been implanted by rape. Ch29, p324” EvilLiesVictimTricksDeceptionEmotional AbuseRapeIndoctrinationRitual AbusePsychological AbuseSurvivors Of AbuseCultsChild RapeTrickVictim PerpetratorsAbusive GroupsPerpetrationForced Perpetration Book:Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse Source: Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse
“In my client who had confessed her “alien abduction” experience, an alter had been instructed that if she began to remember the ritual abuse she was to remember the alien abduction, so that nobody would believe her account of the ritual abuse. This program did not work with us, but you can imagine the larger consequences of such a ruse. p55” TruthBeliefLiesTricksAliensDenialDeceptionDissociative Identity DisorderDisbeliefMisinformationMultiple Personality DisorderRitual AbuseTrickerySatanic Ritual AbuseDisinformationFalse MemoriesFalse MemoryTrauma MemoryHoaxAlien AbductionRuseSetupScreen MemoriesScreen MemoryDisbelief In Self Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“Because the problem of ritual abuse and mind control has not gone away - the survivors are still there - many more therapists have learnt about it. Survivors have spoken out and written their stories, and therapists have learnt a great deal from those brave survivors who have discovered what was done to them. There is a large special interest group on Ritual Abuse and Mind Control within the International Society for the Study of Dissociation. Those therapists who have learnt in isolation or in small private online forums are once again sharing their knowledge widely, and books such as this one are beginning to be published again. The work is still very difficult and challenging, but we now know so much more than we did. We know that there is not one massive Satanic cult, but many different interrelated groups, including religious, military/political, and organized crime, using mind control on children and adult survivors. We know that there are effective treatments. We know that many of the paralyzing beliefs our clients lived by are the results of lies and tricks perpetrated by their abusers. And we know that, as therapists, we can combat this evil with wise and compassionate therapy.” PsychologyLiesAbuseTricksTherapyTreatmentManipulationCultTherapistsMind ControlSurvivorsSatanicRitual AbuseAbusersPerpetratorsSociety DenialGovernment AbuseSatanic Ritual AbuseOrganized CrimePsychological AbuseCultsDisinformationSatanic CultCriminal Gangs Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“The first generation of therapists doing this work were told by their clients that the one massive cult was everywhere, knew everything, had access to state-of-the-art technology, and was willing to kill both clients and therapists to stop the information from getting out." [] "The reality is that even before stories of ritual abuse and mind control began coming out to therapists, the groups had agreed on what kind of disinformation to spread, so that clients would be afraid to tell their therapists what had happened to them, and therapists would be afraid to work with these clients." [ ] "We know that there is not one massive Satanic cult, but many different interrelated groups, including religious, military/political, and organized crime, using mind control on children and adult survivors. We know that there are effective treatments. We know that many of the paralyzing beliefs our clients lived by are the results of lies and tricks perpetrated by their abusers.” CrimeLiesTricksTherapyDeceitConspiracyBeliefsMind ControlRitual AbuseAbusersSatanic Ritual AbuseOrganized CrimeDisinformationSra Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“Punishments include such things as flashbacks, flooding of unbearable emotions, painful body memories, flooding of memories in which the survivor perpetrated against others, self-harm, and suicide attempts.” HealingCuttingRecoveryProgrammingSuicidalDissociative Identity DisorderDissociationMind ControlSurvivorsSelf HarmRitual AbuseSatanic Ritual AbuseDissociative DisorderSelf InjuryFlashbacksDdnosSuicide AttemptsOsddPunishmentsPersonality SystemBody Memories Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“Those who are aware of their condition and experience themselves as "multiple" might refer to themselves as "we" rather than "I." I shall use the term "multiple" at times, in respect for their internal experience. It is important to point out, however, that I recognize that someone who is multiple is actually a single fragmented person rather than many people. On the outside, a multiple is probably not visibly different from anyone else. But that image is only an imitation: people who are multiple cannot think like the rest of us, and we cannot think like them. (In fact, since it is difficult for the multiple to understand how singletons think, some of them might think that is is you who are strange). Just as a singleton cannot become a multiple at will, a multiple cannot become a singleton until and unless the barriers between the parts of the self are removed. Those barriers were put up to enable the child to tolerate, and so survive, unavoidable abuse. p20 [Multiple: a person with dissociative identity disorder (DID) or DDNOS. Singleton: a person without DID or DDNOS, i.e with a single, unified personality]” PsychologyPersonalityTherapyMultipleDissociative Identity DisorderDissociationPsychotherapyMultiplicityMultiple Personality DisorderMultiple PersonalitiesSplit PersonalityAlterMpdDidDdnosAlter PersonalityStructural DissociationApparently Normal PartApparently Normal Personality Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“The "apparently normal personality" - the alter you view as "the client" You should not assume that the adult who function in the world, or who presents to you, week after week, is the "real" person, and the other personalities are less real. The client who comes to therapy is not "the" person; there are other personalities to meet and work with. When DID was still officially called MPD, the "person" who lived life on the outside was known as the "host" personality, and the other parts were known as alters. These terms, unfortunately, implied that all the parts other than the host were guests, and therefore of less importance than the host. They were somehow secondary. The currently favored theory of structural dissociation (Nijenhuis & Den Boer, 2009; van der Hart, Nijenhuis, & Steele, 2006), which more accurately describes the way personality systems operate, instead distinguishes between two kinds of states: the apparently normal personality, or ANP, and the emotional personality, or EP, both of which could include a number of parts. p21” PsychologyPersonalityTherapyDissociative Identity DisorderDissociationPsychotherapyMultiple Personality DisorderMultiple PersonalitiesSplit PersonalityAlterMpdDidAlter PersonalityStructural DissociationApparently Normal PartApparently Normal Personality Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“My other client, whom I will call Teresa, thought Lorraine had MPD and hoped I could help her. Almost no one recognized this condition in those days. Lorraine was forty years old and had been in and out of psychiatric hospitals since she was thirteen. She had had various diagnoses, mainly severe depression, and she had made quite a few serious suicide attempts before I even met her. She had been given many courses of electric shock therapy, which would confuse her so much that she could not get together a coherent suicide plan for quite a while. Lorraine’s psychiatrist was initially opposed to my seeing her, as her friend Teresa had been stigmatized with the "borderline personality disorder" diagnosis when in hospital, so was seen as a bad influence on her. But after Lorraine spent a couple of months in hospital calling herself Susie and acting consistently like a child, he was humble enough to acknowledge that perhaps he could learn some new things, and someone else’s help might be a good idea.” PsychiatryDissociative Identity DisorderDissociationMultiple Personality DisorderMental Health StigmaMental DisorderDissociative DisorderDissociativeBorderline Personality DisorderMisdiagnosisBpdMental Health ProfessionalsMental Health BiasMental Illness DiscriminationAlter PersonalityStigmatizedLabeling SomeoneEct Book:Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse Source: Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse
“Although it is important to be able to recognise and disclose symptom of physical illnesses or injury, you need to be more careful about revealing psychiatric symptoms. Unless you know that your doctor understands trauma symptoms, including dissociation, you are wise not to reveal too much. Too many medical professionals, including psychiatrists, believe that hearing voices is a sign of schizophrenia, that mood swings mean bipolar disorder which has to be medicated, and that depression requires electro-convulsive therapy if medication does not relieve it sufficiently. The “medical model” simply does not work for dissociation, and many treatments can do more harm than good... You do not have to tell someone everything just because he is she is a doctor. However, if you have a therapist, even a psychiatrist, who does understand, you need to encourage your parts to be honest with that person. Then you can get appropriate help.” TrustDoctorsMental IllnessTherapyPsychiatryDissociative Identity DisorderDiagnosisStigmaMedicationDissociationBipolarSchizophreniaRitual AbuseDisclosureBipolar DisorderSatanic Ritual AbuseDissociative DisorderLack Of KnowledgeDissociative DisordersTherapistMisdiagnosisDdnosMood SwingsHearing VoicesOsddPsychotherapistMedical ModelPsychiatric DrugsBipolar Ptsd Book:Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse Source: Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse
“During the 1980s, a remote viewing project called Stargate was done at Fort Meade. It used binaural beat tones, transmitted through earphones, that altered brain waves. A hemi-sync that device played two different frequencies into each ear was found to produce altered states of consciousness. Perhaps this technology was derived from these experiments done in the 1960s on MKULTRA subjects.” ConsciousnessMind ControlGovernment AbusePsychological AbuseMkultraAltered StatesBrain WashingMk UltraRemote ViewingAltered States Of ConcsciousnessHuman ExperimentsBrain WavesFort Meade Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“Most organised abuser groups call each particular training a “programme”, as if you were a computer. Many specific trained behaviours have “on” and “off” triggers or switches. Some personality systems are set up with an inner world full of wires or strings that connect switches to their effects. These can facilitate a series of actions by a series of insiders. For example, one part watches the person function in the outside world, and presses a button if he or she sees the person disobeying instructions. The button is connected to an internal wire, which rings a bell in the ear of another part. This part then engages in his or her trained behaviour, opening a door to release the pain of a rape, or cutting the person's arm in a certain pattern, or pushing out a child part. So the watcher has no idea of who the other part is or what she or he does. These events can be quite complicated.” TriggersDissociative Identity DisorderMind ControlInner WorldRitual AbuseSwitchingAlter PersonalitiesSatanic Ritual AbuseTriggerMkultraCult AbuseMind Control ProgrammingAlter PersonalityMk UltraCuesPersonality SystemCue Book:Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse Source: Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse
“Often, ritually abused and mind-controlled clients are described as being "polyfragmented," with hundreds of alters or more. Do not be overwhelmed by the number of parts.” Mind ControlRitual AbuseAlter PersonalitiesAltersPolyfragmentedPolyfragmented DidPolyfragmented OsddNumber Of Alters Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“Delusions Dissociative disorders, even those created by mind controllers, are not psychosis, but this program will create the most common symptom used to diagnose schizophrenia. The child is hurt while on a turntable, with people and television sets and cartoons and photographs all around the turntable. New alters created by the torture are instructed that they must obey their instructions and become the people around them, people on television, or other alters when they are told to. When this program is triggered, the survivor will hear “voices” of the people whom the "copy alters” are imitating, or will have many confused alters popping out who think they are actually other people or movie stars. The identities of the copy alters change when the survivor's surrounding change.” Mental IllnessPsychologicalPsychiatryDissociative Identity DisorderSchizophreniaRitual AbuseDelusionalPsychosisAlter PersonalitiesSatanic Ritual AbuseFamous PeopleDelusionsMisdiagnosisAltersDdnosHearing VoicesSraFictional CharactersMovie StarsDelusional Disorder Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“I suggested that the system put all the potential offending [sexually abusive] alters in an internal prison. Jennifer said that would take too long. An alter popped out and said, "Just a minute," and then, after a brief silence, announced that they had "killed" all the offender alters; they were lying in the inside world dead, covered in blood! I was not very happy with such drastic measures, but accepted it for the interim, knowing I could rely on Jennifer to tell me if the risk recurred. I made a list of the "dead" alters. The next morning Jennifer called; she had dreamed about sexually abusing a child. I asked her to look for more related memories before we met in the evening. She had to "reincarnate" all the dead alters to find the memories. (We already had a method for doing this, as some alters had previously experienced internal "death" in "disasters" in the inner world; when they were made new internal bodies, they became alive again.)” Dissociative Identity DisorderAlter Personalities Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“Many alters can be “stuck in the past” and still think it is 1968 or 1987 or some other year when they were still physically a child and the abusers were in charge of them.” Dissociative Identity DisorderMultiple PersonalitiesAlter PersonalitiesMpdAlter PersonalityDissociative IdentitiesChild Alters Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“One of the most frightening aspects of this alleged technology is the possibility of mind control by “remote control,” that is, through such technology as microwaves and radio waves. There are many stories about this, coming primarily from survivors, although we do know from a variety of reliable websites and mainstream news that such technology is being developed, or at least the technological groundwork laid. Once again, however, we do not know whether this was in place when today's survivors were programmed. It is difficult at this point to determine how much of this is genuine, and how much comes from false beliefs deliberately induced to make survivors feel powerless, much like the “one huge and invincible cult” of whose existence survivors convinced therapists twenty years ago. I know that one of my mind control survivor clients was convinced of technological monitoring during a psychotic period several years ago, but as he healed he discarded such beliefs, along with many other bizarre ones in favor of recognizing that he had been abused by real human beings whose identity he knew. If some of this remote control it is genuine, we may need to develop technological means to combat it. However, we should not be intimidated. Even if “voices” are induced in the head by remote control rather than through alters doing jobs, survivors can learn to disobey such voices just as they do those of alters. Competent and compassionate therapy for the dissociation can help survivors to heal. Meanwhile, there are numerous survivors whose mind control is of the kind that can be treated through psychotherapy. p205-206” Dissociative Identity DisorderSurveillanceDissociationMind ControlPsychotherapyPsychoticMultiple Personality DisorderBrainwashingRitual AbusePsychosisImplantsAlter PersonalitiesRemote ControlAltersMkultraRadio WavesMk UltraBizarre BeliefsHeating VoicesMidyearStatic Ritual Abuse Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“Shortly after I began work with Teresa, I acquired another MPD client, a supposedly schizophrenic young man I will call Tony. He called in to the clinic on a day I was on telephone duty, saying he was having flashbacks of "ritual abuse.” I did not yet know what that was. Tony became my client. He could be quite entertaining. I have a vivid memory of him as a three-year-old, "Tiny Tony,” standing on his head on my office couch, and running down the hall to try unsuccessfully to make it to the bathroom. He had in his head the entire rock band of Guns’n’Roses, and I got to know Axl, the band leader, quite well. I remember the time Tony was in hospital and I went to visit him; Axl popped out and said, "Remember, we’re schizophrenic in here!” Mental IllnessDissociationSchizophreniaMultiple Personality DisorderRitual AbuseSchizophrenicAlter PersonalitiesDissociative DisorderMpdAltersDissociative StatesMisdignosis Book:Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse Source: Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse
“Many ritually abusive cults deliberately divide the personality system down the middle of the head, making sure that there is no communication between the two sides. “Left side" parts might be instructed to speak to no one other than the perpetrators.” Child AbuseDissociative Identity DisorderRitual AbuseCultsOrganized AbuseDdnosCult AbuseMultiple PersonalityAbusive Groups Book:Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse Source: Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse
“Denial is commonly found among persons with dissociative disorders. My favorite quotation from such a client is, "We are not multiple, we made it all up." I have heard this from several different clients. When I hear it, I politely inquire, "And who is we?” DenialChild AbuseDissociative Identity DisorderDissociationChild Sexual AbuseMultiple Personality DisorderChildhood AbuseSplit PersonalityDissociative DisordersDdnos Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“What daily life is like for “a multiple” Imagine that you have periods of “lost time.” You may find writings or drawings which you must have done, but do not remember producing. Perhaps you find child-sized clothing or toys in your home but have no children. You might also hear voices or babies crying in your head. Imagine that you can never predict when you will be able to have certain knowledge or social skills, and your emotions and your energy level seem to change at the drop of a hat, and for no apparent reason. You cannot understand why you feel what you feel, and, if you are in therapy, you cannot explore those feelings when asked. Your life feels disjointed and often confusing. It is a frightening experience. It feels out of control, and you probably think you are going crazy. That is what it is like to be multiple, and all of it is experienced by the ANPs. A multiple may also experience very concrete problems, even life-threatening ones.” FeelingsFearPsychologyCrazyCommunicationAbuseShameTraumaMental IllnessConfusionTherapyTeamworkSecretsPsychiatryDissociative Identity DisorderDiagnosisStigmaDissociationPsychotherapyAmnesiaMultiplicityMultiple Personality DisorderRitual AbuseMultiple PersonalitiesMental DisorderVoicesDissociative AmnesiaTherapistMpdDdnosHearing VoicesIntrusive ThoughtsAnpInternal VoicesMental ProblemsChild Identity Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“Deliberately placed triggers for learned behaviours (programmes) Although all abuse and trauma survivors may be “triggered” into intrusive flashbacks by present-day experiences that remind them of the trauma, the triggers deliberately installed by mind controllers are different, in that they are cues for conditioned behaviours. Some of these are behaviours such as going home, going outside (where someone is waiting), coming to the person who uses the trigger, or switching to a particular insider. Others are psychiatric symptoms such as flashbacks, self-harm, or suicide attempts, which are actually punishments given by insiders for disobedience or disloyalty. For many survivors, every trigger causes a switch to a part programmed to perform a particular behaviour associated with that trigger. For others, the front person remains present in the world but has an irresistible compulsion to perform the behaviour.” TriggersDissociative Identity DisorderMind ControlRitual AbuseSatanic Ritual AbuseTriggerDdnosMind Control ProgrammingSraCuesCue Book:Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse Source: Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse
“Spinner parts, who do not themselves become dizzy, have the job of spinning internally to send out feelings or impulses to all the other parts, the main person, or a group of selected parts. Many of the “booby traps" or “fail-safe" programmes involve spinning. Often, when a programme (that is, a particular training) is in operation, the survivor feels dizzy, as though something or someone is “spinning" inside his or her head. If this is happening to you, you can speak to the spinner and ask that part to stop spinning or to slow down the spin. If this does not work, ask to speak with whoever is making the spinner part spin. This strategy, of working up through the chain of command, applies to mind control treatment recovery in general. Another tactic you can use is to ask the spinner to spin in the opposite direction, which will often put away whatever is being spun. If permitted by those in charge, a spinner can also replace whatever lesson is being spun with something positive, such as a feeling of calmness, taken from a positive memory.” Dissociative Identity DisorderSpinningMind ControlRitual Abuse Book:Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse Source: Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse
“With programmes such as flooding of emotions, the parts involved might not feel safe in turning the programme off. But you might be able to negotiate that they turn it down so it is barely noticeable. Or you could ask the spinner parts to spin in the opposite direction, so that they spin the effects back into the part who originally held those feelings rather than out to the rest of the system. Or you could insert a hidden drain and start draining out some of the feelings. Or you could find a way for the parts doing their jobs to implement the programme without doing harm. p126-127” ProgrammingDissociative Identity DisorderSpinningMind ControlRitual AbuseMind Control Programming Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“Also, look for “floating alters.” These are not deliberately created parts of the system, but alters that were accidentally split off at the same time as others.” ProgrammingTriggersDissociative Identity DisorderDissociationMind ControlSurvivorsRitual AbuseSatanic Ritual AbuseAltersPartsDissociative IdentitiesEmotional PartEps Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“The only real, true, permanent way to destroy your mind control is to work through the memories. It's unfortunate because it's unpleasant. It hurts to work through your memories; they have pain. Memories are not just made up of ideas, and thoughts and storylines, they are also made up of physical pain and emotional pain and sadness and distress and despair and all of those things are part of memories.” Mind ControlRitual AbuseSatanic Ritual AbuseMind Control ProgrammingDeprogramming Author:Alison Miller
“Then, suddenly, the work became dangerous, not only for clients but for therapists as well. A well-funded, highly organized opposition appeared, seemingly out of nowhere, in the early 1990s. Its goal was to discredit the existence of ritual abuse, and one of its tactics was to actively undermine any effort to discover what had been done to these clients and anyone who attempted to help them recover.” Satanic Ritual AbuseRitual Abuse Survivors Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“When one of my early teachers, for instance, recognized that many ritually abused clients were still being abused while in treatment, she insisted that they could not be treated on an outpatient basis, but should be hospitalized and kept from their families. She was targeted with a series of court cases involving false accusations that she had allegedly abused clients in hospital. The experience was devastating to her. And she was not alone. Many others faced persistent attempts to discredit their professional expertise, or legal assaults that robbed them of time, energy, and even the courage to continue to treat clients, write, or teach. Therapy professionals in both direct services and policy making, members of the criminal and civil justice systems, and the general public were systematically indoctrinated via the media. Many now share the view that people who disclose ritual abuse or mind control content suffer from "false memories” induced by "over-zealous therapists," and that dissociative disorders are iatrogenic (or else they do not exist at all).” Mind ControlRitual AbuseSatanic Ritual AbuseDisinformationFalse MemoriesFalse MemoryRitual Abuse Survivors Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“It appears that DDNOS is the intentional goal of these abusers, but DID sometimes results from a failure of programming. In DDNOS, the ANP is always present, even when another part is in control of the behavior and feelings.” HealingRecoveryDissociative Identity DisorderDissociationSurvivorsRitual AbuseSatanic Ritual AbuseDissociative DisorderDdnosOsddAnpPersonality System Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“Besides stage magic props and settings, ritually abusing groups use technology, such as that described by Katz and Fotheringham. Military/political groups have the most sophisticated technologies, and much training or programming is now done with virtual reality equipment. Movies and holograms are used to deceive a child into believing in things that are unreal. When a client says to you “I don't know if it's real; how can it be real?” remember that there are several options, not just two: (1) It happened just as s/he remembers; (2) it did not happen at all; (3) something happened, but due to technology and/or trickery it was not what s/he thinks it was; (4) the thought that the memory must be unreal is itself a program, as described in Chapter Twelve, “Maybe I made it up." p55” RealRealityPsychologyDenialDisbeliefUnrealPsychotherapyMisinformationRitual AbuseSatanic Ritual AbuseDisinformationFalse MemoriesFalse MemoryTrauma MemoryTrauma MemoriesAlien AbductionScreen MemoriesScreen Memory Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“It is important to learn about being multiple, and what works for their healing, from your client. To work with the alters, rather than trying to get the ANP to control the rest of the personality system.” HealingRecoveryDissociative Identity DisorderSurvivorsRitual AbuseSatanic Ritual AbuseAnpPersonality System Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“We worked through the “alien abduction” memory and discovered that the “spaceship” was parked in the courtyard of the cult training centre. An insider had been instructed that if the survivor began to remember the ritual abuse, she was to make her remember the alien abduction, so that nobody would believe her account of the ritual abuse. This programme did not work in this case, but you can imagine the larger consequences of such a ruse.” TruthDeceptionManipulationLieDissociative Identity DisorderDisbeliefMind ControlRitual AbuseTrickerySatanic Ritual AbuseCult AbuseAlien AbductionRuseScreen MemoriesScreen Memory Book:Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse Source: Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse
“Some survivors have found small metallic “implants” in their teeth or ears, and believe these were designed to monitor their location or to broadcast their words or thoughts to the abusers. Such technology has been developed recently for keeping task of animals or persons with dementia. But to what extent it was used years ago by mind controllers is unknown at this point. At least some of it may be similar to the “bombs” in the stomach, a trick to convince survivors that their abusers monitor them continuously. The presence of an object does not mean it is capable of collecting complex information and sending it back to abusers, or even sending them signals, for twenty or more years as some survivors believe. As with other apparently bizarre beliefs of our survivor clients, we must acknowledge that something happened, and remain open both to the possibility that there was such technology and the possibility that it is yet another deception to convince survivors they cannot escape the grip of their abusers. p205” AbuseDeceptionSurveillanceMind ControlPsychotherapyBrainwashingRitual AbuseSatanic Ritual AbusePsychological AbuseCultsMkultraMk Ultra Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“Booby traps or fail-safes Booby traps or fail-safes are dangerous internal events that are triggered to happen if the survivor investigates too much of his or her own training, and/or talks about or becomes aware of memories he or she (the front person) is not supposed to know. The effects of booby traps include such things as suicide attempts, serious self-harm, or falling into terrible depression. It is important to know that the overwhelming emotions experienced when a booby trap is set off actually belong to real, specific memories. A booby trap can be set off without the knowledge of the main outside personality. Because of such traps, it is very important to go very slowly in discovering what happened, if you are a survivor of this kind of abuse. Even though parts of you are involved in setting off the booby traps, they may not know the effects of what they are doing (pushing buttons, turning switches, and so forth), and it might be difficult to anticipate what will happen.” Mind ControlRitual AbuseSatanic Ritual AbuseMind Control ProgrammingBooby TrapsFail Safe Book:Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse Source: Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse
“Threateners and punishers. The structured personality system of a mind control survivor is always protected by a security system. The observers and reporters watch any parts who are “out” in the body, and sometimes those who speak to one another internally. They report to others in the hierarchy, who then issue threats and order punishments to be administered by those parts who are trained to punish. Punishments include such things as flashbacks, flooding of unbearable emotions, painful body memories, self-harm, suicide attempts, and flooding of memories in which the survivor perpetrated against others. Each insider who punishes has his or her place in the hierarchy, and if he or she fails to do the assigned job, a backup will do it while the disloyal punisher himself experiences punishment or is banished. Parts who believe themselves to be soldiers or guards are common in mind-controlled (including ritually abused) systems, and, like real soldiers, they are trained to both obey the abusers' instructions and enforce obedience in other parts.” Mind ControlRitual AbuseSatanic Ritual AbuseMind Control Programming Book:Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse Source: Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse
“I recently consulted to a therapist who felt he had accomplished something by getting his dissociative client to remain in her ANP throughout her sessions with him. His view reflects the fundamental mistake that untrained therapists tend to make with DID and DDNOS. Although his client was properly diagnosed, he assumed that the ANP should be encouraged to take charge of the other parts at all times. He also expected her to speak for them—in other words, to do their therapy. This denied the other parts the opportunity to reveal their secrets, heal their pain, or correct their childhood-based beliefs about the world. If you were doing family therapy, would it be a good idea to only meet with the father, especially if he had not talked with his children or his spouse in years? Would the other family members feel as if their experiences and feelings mattered? Would they be able to improve their relationships? You must work with the parts who are inside of the system. Directly.” FeelingsHealingMistakeFamilyPsychologyCommunicationAbuseErrorsTraumaTherapyTeamworkSecretsPsychiatryDissociative Identity DisorderDiagnosisPsychotherapyMultiple Personality DisorderRitual AbuseTherapistMpdDdnos Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“We therapists often make inaccurate assumptions about people living with DID and DDNOS. They often appear to be “just like us,” so we often assume their experience of life reflects our own. But this is profoundly untrue. It results in a communication gap, and, as a consequence, treatment errors. Because the dominant culture is one of persons with a single sense of self, most with multiple “selves” have learned to hide their multiplicity and imitate those who are singletons (that is, have a single, non-fragmented personality). Therapists who do not understand this sometimes describe their clients' alters without acknowledging their dissociation, saying only that they have different “moods.” In overlooking dissociation, this description fails to recognize the essential truth of such disorders, and of the alters. It was difficult for me to comprehend what life was like for my first few dissociative clients.” TherapyDissociative Identity DisorderPsychotherapyMultiplicityMultiple Personality DisorderAssumptionsCultural DifferencesMisunderstandingsDdnos Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“The child who attends school does not remember the abuse that happens at home or via the family; those memories are held in another part of the child's mind. The child does not even remember abuse that happened the preceding night.” Child AbuseDissociative Identity DisorderDissociationIncestSplit PersonalityRepressed MemoriesDissociative AmnesiaRecovered Memories Book:Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse Source: Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse
“A child who is being abused on an ongoing basis needs to be able to function despite the trauma that dominates his or her daily life. That becomes the job of at least one ANP [apparently normal part of the personality], whom the child creates to be unaware of the abuse and also of the multiplicity, and to “pass as normal” in the real world. The ANP is just an alter specialized for handling the adult world—in other words, the “front person” for the system.” PsychologySurvivalTraumaChild AbuseDissociative Identity DisorderAmnesiaIncestMultiple PersonalitiesMental DisorderSplit PersonalityRepressed MemoriesMpdDissociated Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“Most survivors of organized mind control and/or ritual abuse are “polyfragmented”—that is, they have a large number of alter personalities.” Dissociative Identity DisorderRitual AbuseOrganised AbuseMind Control ProgrammingPolyfragmentedPolyfragmented DidPolyfragmentationTrauma Based Mind Control Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“Lies to induce suicide • Children are told that it is honorable to die for the cause of the abusers (common with “soldiers” or religious alters). • Children are told that since the group knows what survivors have said and done, traitors must kill themselves quickly before the group finds them and kills them slowly and painfully. (Note the theme of double binds.) • Children are told that their lives will always be so unbearable that it is better to die • Certain alters are told that if they kill the body when it is traitorous, they will be rewarded in the afterlife. (This is similar to the belief of extreme Islamic suicide bombers.) • Demon or alien or ghost alters are told that they can kill the body without themselves dying, or that their special powers will bring them back to life • One of the ways that organized abusive groups guarantee secrecy is to train alters to commit” Dissociative Identity DisorderMind ControlMultiple Personality DisorderBrainwashingRitual AbuseSuicide AttemptsAbusive Cults Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“This book is dedicated to those who have died as a result of mind control and/or ritual abuse, and those who have lived when they would rather have died.” DeathPsychologyAbuseVictimSuicideRecoveryTherapySurvivorSuicidalMind ControlRitual AbuseAbuse SurvivorSra Book:Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse Source: Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse
“As soon as realized that I was treating MPD clients, I read the few existing books on the condition, attended a workshop at the Justice Institute, and used some sexual abuse prevention money to organize a workshop where therapists could exchange information and educate each other about dissociation. There, I learnt something that I found really shocking. Many people suffering from MPD had been severely abused throughout their childhood years by organized groups, including Satanic and other "dark-side” religious cults. Moreover, quite a few of them were still involved in those groups, although they were not aware of their involvement, because it was other "personalities"—dissociated parts of them—who went off to the groups’ rituals. I was skeptical, to say the least.” Dissociative Identity DisorderMultiple Personality DisorderRitual AbuseMpdCult AbuseSra Book:Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse Source: Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse
“Lies that cause survivors to deny or recent abuse memories and experiences ⸱ The alters who are designated to live in the "real world,” going to school or college and holding jobs while interacting with others in adulthood, are trained, usually at home by parents, to disbelieve any memories that might come up. ⸱͏ Children are taught to believe that they got the idea that they were abused from something they read or saw on television or from someone else’s experience or from a therapist. (This is a basic argument of those who attempt to discredit these experiences in the public eye and among professionals.) ⸱ Children are also taught that if they experience flashbacks of awful abuses, those must be dreams or imagination or signs that they are crazy. Nothing bad really happened to them” DenyDenialDissociative Identity DisorderAbuse SurvivorsBrainwashingRitual AbuseOrganized AbuseDenial Of AbuseCult AbuseMind Control ProgrammingBrainwashing QuotesAbusive CultsRecantRecantationRecanters Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“My client who has only three alter personalities besides the ANP was unaware of her multiplicity until she encountered a work-related trauma at age sixty. She became symptomatic as the hidden parts emerged to deal with the recent trauma.” Mental IllnessDissociative Identity DisorderMultiplicityMental DisorderDissociative DisorderDissociativeDissociative StatesApparently Normal PartApparently Normal PersonalityTrraumatic Experience Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“Since the 1980s, therapists have reported encountering clients or patients who had experienced extreme abuses featuring physical, sexual, emotional, spiritual, and cognitive aspects, along with a premeditated structure of torture-enforced lessons. The phenomena was first labeled "ritual abuse," and, later, as our understanding developed, "mind control.” AbuseTortureManipulationDissociative Identity DisorderMind ControlRitual AbusePsychological AbuseCultsExtreme AbuseOperant Conditioning Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“In fact, rather than being "more" than the others, the ANP is generally one that is very limited, with little power in the system, little memory of what happened, and limited energy or emotions.” HostDissociative Identity DisorderAlterStructural DissociationAnpAlter IdentityAlternate IdentitiesEp Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
“It is unlikely that one ANP will serve as a constant throughout the person's life. Your client is, therefore, likely to have others besides the ones you know, or several who you might think of as "the host". Adults with dissociative disorders often have several ANPs from earlier stages of life inside. They usually have the same name but are of different ages. Sometimes, there are several current ANPs, each of whom assumes she or he is the "real" person and is amnesiac for the existence of the others. Their current knowledge and experience may overlap, while their other characteristics differ somewhat. This makes them glide easily from one to the other, and the therapist can easily miss the switch. p22” Dissociative Identity DisorderMultiple Personality DisorderAlterAlter IdentitiesStructural DissociationApparently Normal PartAnpEp Book:Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control Source: Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control